Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Recently,
I've been crazy about won bin and these following jap songs:
Rakuen - Do.as.Infinity
Tasogare Surround - Rip Slyme (been crazy about this for some time already..)
Sunday - The Babystars
I have to give all the credit to this blogger/person on the net (Garten) for posting the lyics so i sorta ripped it off and pasted here ^^" Gomen... anyway, sing along! if you need the song just tell me k?
Sunday by The Babystars
Romaji version
Tsukai furusareta "aishiteru" mo kimi wo omotte kuchi ni sureba
Konna ni suteki na hibiki ni naru kimi dake no tame ni aru kotoba
Hidamari de SUNDAY arikitari no itsumo to onaji kyou wa SUNDAY
Itsu made mo nante sotto negau soshite kimi wa shaberi tsudzukeru
Watashi no doko ga sonna ni suki na no? Ikinari nandai wo kimi ga dasu kara
Karite kita eiga hito mazu tomete maji maji to kimi wo miru yo
Mai nichi mite te mo tarinari kurai saki hokoru egao ga daisuki desu
Igaito kiyase suru gokujou bodei iu made mo naku daisuki desu
Sorette gaiken bakkari kanjin no naka mi wa dou na no yo?
Funman yarukatanai kimi ga hana ikimo araku okoru kedo
Hontou wa motto motto motto aru kedo mo
Umaku wa ienain da naa kore ga
Suki ni naru no ni ryuu wa iranai daro
Sokora hen wa nazotte koto de kanben shite
Tsukai furusareta "aishiteru" mo kimi wo omotte kuchi ni sureba
Konna ni suteki na hibiki ni naru kimi dake no tame ni aru kotoba
Hidamari de SUNDAY arikitari no itsumo to onaji kyou wa SUNDAY
Nani kenai jikan ga sugite yuku soshite futari wa nagomi tsudzukeru
Tsuyogari na kimi ga toki doki miseru hakanage na namida nya shirohata desu
Nani mo iwanakerya iwanai dake ni yoso mi nan de dekinain da yo
Kanashimi da no kushimi da no
Sorya Ikiterya yappari iro iro aru kedo
Nani genaku kimi ga iu "ganbatte" ni chikara moratteru yo
Moshi mo chiisana senaka fueru toki ni wa boku ga sugu dakishimeru kara
Mado kara mieru keshiki kawatte ittemo
Neguse so no hidoi kimi no mama de soba ni ite
Tsukai furusareta "daikirai" mo kimi ga fukurete kuchi ni sureba
Hantai no imi ni kikueru no sa boku dake no tame ni aru kotoba
Hidamari de SUNDAY arikitari no itsumo to onaji kyou wa Sunday
Aratamete iu yo kimi ni koto wo donna toki datte aishiteru
Itsumo to onaji Sunday
Arikitari no Sunday
Demo tokubetsu na Sunday
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
I've been crazy about won bin and these following jap songs:
Rakuen - Do.as.Infinity
Tasogare Surround - Rip Slyme (been crazy about this for some time already..)
Sunday - The Babystars
I have to give all the credit to this blogger/person on the net (Garten) for posting the lyics so i sorta ripped it off and pasted here ^^" Gomen... anyway, sing along! if you need the song just tell me k?
Sunday by The Babystars
Romaji version
Tsukai furusareta "aishiteru" mo kimi wo omotte kuchi ni sureba
Konna ni suteki na hibiki ni naru kimi dake no tame ni aru kotoba
Hidamari de SUNDAY arikitari no itsumo to onaji kyou wa SUNDAY
Itsu made mo nante sotto negau soshite kimi wa shaberi tsudzukeru
Watashi no doko ga sonna ni suki na no? Ikinari nandai wo kimi ga dasu kara
Karite kita eiga hito mazu tomete maji maji to kimi wo miru yo
Mai nichi mite te mo tarinari kurai saki hokoru egao ga daisuki desu
Igaito kiyase suru gokujou bodei iu made mo naku daisuki desu
Sorette gaiken bakkari kanjin no naka mi wa dou na no yo?
Funman yarukatanai kimi ga hana ikimo araku okoru kedo
Hontou wa motto motto motto aru kedo mo
Umaku wa ienain da naa kore ga
Suki ni naru no ni ryuu wa iranai daro
Sokora hen wa nazotte koto de kanben shite
Tsukai furusareta "aishiteru" mo kimi wo omotte kuchi ni sureba
Konna ni suteki na hibiki ni naru kimi dake no tame ni aru kotoba
Hidamari de SUNDAY arikitari no itsumo to onaji kyou wa SUNDAY
Nani kenai jikan ga sugite yuku soshite futari wa nagomi tsudzukeru
Tsuyogari na kimi ga toki doki miseru hakanage na namida nya shirohata desu
Nani mo iwanakerya iwanai dake ni yoso mi nan de dekinain da yo
Kanashimi da no kushimi da no
Sorya Ikiterya yappari iro iro aru kedo
Nani genaku kimi ga iu "ganbatte" ni chikara moratteru yo
Moshi mo chiisana senaka fueru toki ni wa boku ga sugu dakishimeru kara
Mado kara mieru keshiki kawatte ittemo
Neguse so no hidoi kimi no mama de soba ni ite
Tsukai furusareta "daikirai" mo kimi ga fukurete kuchi ni sureba
Hantai no imi ni kikueru no sa boku dake no tame ni aru kotoba
Hidamari de SUNDAY arikitari no itsumo to onaji kyou wa Sunday
Aratamete iu yo kimi ni koto wo donna toki datte aishiteru
Itsumo to onaji Sunday
Arikitari no Sunday
Demo tokubetsu na Sunday
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Vuitton pen, 1/26/2005 08:13:00 PM.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
This is strange. Amanda blogging twice in a day? yes i'm weird. tell u something weirder. the fun, crazy amanda has just suffered a breakdown. yes a huge on indeed. NEVER in my life have i felt so dependent on someone else. I know the feeling of lonliness. TRUST ME. When i need my parents, they weren't here. I was so afraid i was gona die at home, till i actually cried in my sleep. Actually, i didn't sleep at all. THANK GOD for auntie Sharon and uncle Ong, they called their friend, a doctor who rushed to my place to see how i was. The feeling of my mom not being beside me is horrible, i don't know how words can express it. Thankgod someone came to my rescue. I was beginning to have suicidal thoughts.
The doctor helped me get an inhaler. I had asthmatic cough and i was having severe diarrhoea and weight loss. I want my mom. I was going to cry again but i have to be brave. i'm 18 years old for goodness sakes! a week without mom and i'm weeping like nobody's business? i'm sure my maid is terrified. She was looking at me with her huge eyes wondering why her little mistress is crying. I couldn't help it. My mom was my world.
Thanks to rafael too, who kept me company even for just 30 min, chattin on the msn with him made me feel better. Thank you. Without you i could've sank deeper into depression and have more suicidal thoughts.
Now i'm at auntie sharon's place. Those who are looking for me, don't worry. I'm not at home and i'm safe here. There're people to keep me company. I may have broken down, i may be in depression, but as long as i'm not dead, i believe i can recover.
Hopefully, i can make it through this dark stormy period of my life.
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
The doctor helped me get an inhaler. I had asthmatic cough and i was having severe diarrhoea and weight loss. I want my mom. I was going to cry again but i have to be brave. i'm 18 years old for goodness sakes! a week without mom and i'm weeping like nobody's business? i'm sure my maid is terrified. She was looking at me with her huge eyes wondering why her little mistress is crying. I couldn't help it. My mom was my world.
Thanks to rafael too, who kept me company even for just 30 min, chattin on the msn with him made me feel better. Thank you. Without you i could've sank deeper into depression and have more suicidal thoughts.
Now i'm at auntie sharon's place. Those who are looking for me, don't worry. I'm not at home and i'm safe here. There're people to keep me company. I may have broken down, i may be in depression, but as long as i'm not dead, i believe i can recover.
Hopefully, i can make it through this dark stormy period of my life.
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Vuitton pen, 1/15/2005 08:14:00 PM.
I've been sick.... still sick... still very sick. I feel light headed. I need my parents for goodness sakes!! i'm so alone! they're all in taiwan! help! i feel so lonely i could cry! do u have any idea how much medicine i have to eat? do you know i lost 5kg? do u know i can't even walk straight? i need love. where's a boyfriend when you need one? most importantly, where's the family love i need soooo desparately?!!? help me please!!!!
mommy, daddy, if only u could see this and come back early.... i don't think i can hold it out anymore.
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
mommy, daddy, if only u could see this and come back early.... i don't think i can hold it out anymore.
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Vuitton pen, 1/15/2005 01:45:00 PM.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
It seems that this is the place where i express my sufferings, not the place where i tell everyone about exciting details of my life. However, if you find my sufferings interesting, then this post might be amusing to you too as well.
I'm summoning all my strength to type this post. I don't know why, perhaps the new year means a year of trouble and hurdles for me. Being sick on new year is already a bad omen, but sick twice within 1 week of one another, that's something else.
Maybe my body is saying that it can't take it anymore. Maybe i'm just tired of everything. Maybe my time is arriving. Maybe.
Normally when you're sick you don't think of anything else but concentrate on sleeping and recuperating. My case? Well it seems my brain just differs from others. It likes to create images of people in the third worlds suffering from worse diseases than me - dysentry, cholera, pneumonia and malaria. Especially when the catastrophe - the Tsunami occurred due to the mighty earthquake. I just feel it in my gut - the earth is dying... and so am i.
I want to recuperate and continue with my life but no, my fever doesn't allow it. It's burning at 38.6 degrees and scorching my entire body. I feel parched, even though i'm drinking water excessively. The thumpings and continuous throbbing of my brain just adds up to the pain i'm suffering. I want to go into a coma... i want to feel nothing; no pain no agony of lying on my bed, gasping for breath while my chest heaves up and down when i cough. Give me a jab, anything besides panadol that can help sooth my body. Please.
I know this post is very sadistic but i can't help nor stop myself from writing this. I'm expressing myself for all the pain and agony i've suffered, people have suffered. I may be too nonsensical or exaggerating to most of you, but i feel this is something i have to speak, before i recuperate and forget all about misery.
Good health is something we should not take for granted. For my case, i'm born with a weak immune system. Shit happens. That's why i treasure each and every day i'm healthy. Still, i thank my mom and dad and my brother for encouraging me to recover. Being there for me, with their hearts pouring with an enormous amount of sympathy and love, is something i am so deeply moved.
I love my parents, I love them so much i can die for them. That's the price i'm willing to pay. And who knows? Maybe i'll just leave before them.
With all my strength and consciousness,
Thank you all for being part of my life.
I'm summoning all my strength to type this post. I don't know why, perhaps the new year means a year of trouble and hurdles for me. Being sick on new year is already a bad omen, but sick twice within 1 week of one another, that's something else.
Maybe my body is saying that it can't take it anymore. Maybe i'm just tired of everything. Maybe my time is arriving. Maybe.
Normally when you're sick you don't think of anything else but concentrate on sleeping and recuperating. My case? Well it seems my brain just differs from others. It likes to create images of people in the third worlds suffering from worse diseases than me - dysentry, cholera, pneumonia and malaria. Especially when the catastrophe - the Tsunami occurred due to the mighty earthquake. I just feel it in my gut - the earth is dying... and so am i.
I want to recuperate and continue with my life but no, my fever doesn't allow it. It's burning at 38.6 degrees and scorching my entire body. I feel parched, even though i'm drinking water excessively. The thumpings and continuous throbbing of my brain just adds up to the pain i'm suffering. I want to go into a coma... i want to feel nothing; no pain no agony of lying on my bed, gasping for breath while my chest heaves up and down when i cough. Give me a jab, anything besides panadol that can help sooth my body. Please.
I know this post is very sadistic but i can't help nor stop myself from writing this. I'm expressing myself for all the pain and agony i've suffered, people have suffered. I may be too nonsensical or exaggerating to most of you, but i feel this is something i have to speak, before i recuperate and forget all about misery.
Good health is something we should not take for granted. For my case, i'm born with a weak immune system. Shit happens. That's why i treasure each and every day i'm healthy. Still, i thank my mom and dad and my brother for encouraging me to recover. Being there for me, with their hearts pouring with an enormous amount of sympathy and love, is something i am so deeply moved.
I love my parents, I love them so much i can die for them. That's the price i'm willing to pay. And who knows? Maybe i'll just leave before them.
With all my strength and consciousness,
Thank you all for being part of my life.
Vuitton pen, 1/08/2005 02:57:00 PM.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Hi Everyone!
Happy new year! I haven't updated in a long long time... guess i was dead... anyway, please do this quiz as it's very important to me! ^_^
Thanks!
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Happy new year! I haven't updated in a long long time... guess i was dead... anyway, please do this quiz as it's very important to me! ^_^
Thanks!
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
Searching......
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Vuitton pen, 1/02/2005 11:52:00 AM.
